WLS changes

It's been one month and six weeks since I had my Lap-Band operation I have lost 14 LBS since my operation which is good. I have noticed lot of changes in my life all of them are good one for the positive, for the first time in my life I have never been so happy to say this! I'm no long scared to step on the scale to see how I lost, it also nice to be on the losing side of things or as it's called the loser bench, I don't go to bed with back pain or even wake up with back pain either it feels good not have any kind of ache or pain in my life even my knee that I had operated on almost two years ago no longer bothers me either. I'm starting to sleep better at now as well before I use to wake up few times a night either cause of sleep apnea or for some other reason, now I no longer do this I tend to sleep straight through the nights now I'm glad to be getting my right rest I don't know how to act by this either at times.

I'm changing as whole person I have noticed that I'm more out going now tend to speak up more about things as where before I would try not to, I'm will to try things more now then before because I did not want to be looked at, I'm even trying to find the right person to spend my life with now as before it did not matter now it matters to me.

scrubs run small so I take and extra large in them now I'm even finding it fun to go through my clothes to see what fits and not longer fits me,if they don't fit I place them into box that I have I'm trying not to buy to many new clothes right now as who knows how long I will be able to wear them before the become to big on me! I love it now when I say something it to big on me it dose not fit I need something smaller I was never able to say this before. Yesterday Nana asked me what I wanted for my birthday I told her that I need some new scrub pants because the ones that I have are getting to big on me they are starting to fall down, so we went to Life Uniform store where she bought me three pair of Dickie pants and two shirt, I was hoping to be into large pants but I was told by the lady in the store that Dickie wooohooo, in Cherokee scrub pants I take large in them go figure she told me they tend to run big, scrub tops well I have to try them on as well because they are all made different as well. I have two tops now that are extra large now. Some other tops I tyred on I needed an two extra large so I did not get them as I have them at home.

I never thought that I would ever see the day that I would be getting smaller sometimes I think this is dream that I'm going to wake up and it's going to be all dream, I know that it's not dream at all I'm loving this I'm making the most of this! I'm using the tools that I have to the fullest. I get ask how could you go through with it? Are you sorry you did it? Are you sick all the time? I don't think I could do what you did.

My answer to how could I go though with it I tell people it's easy I want to live I want to be healthier person. As to am I sorry I did this Hell no I'm not it's the best thing that I ever did for me. No I'm not sick at all with the band, as for the the I don't think I could do what you did I tell everyone well it's easy it take will power strength support ect and most important it's all about personal choice is all.