Friday, August 7, 2009

3 Sizes down

I'm so happy I have had NSV [None Scale Victory] I have noticed that my Capri's have gotten bigger on me!!!! I'm not mad by this in fact I'm so happy by this it means that everything that I have been working for is starting to show!!!! I was out with my dad we meet someone that he knows we got talking, she could not get over how good I look she even said to me that you can see that I have lost a lot of weight. It's nice to hear people tell me that I'm loving hearing those words come out, of people's mouths I never like it before but that has changed I'm loving it now!!! I told her thank you I'm working hard at it everyday which is no lie I am, it's not always easy but I stay focused on what is important in life and to me, I was given tool to use I use it to the max. After Meeting D I said to my dad I have 2 or 3 pairs of Capri's that are to big on me they are falling off of me now, I think I need to go home and find a pair of size 22 jeans that I have and try them on see if they fit, if they are too small then I know it's just those Capri's if they fit well then I can get into that size. Soon as I got in the door I went to try them on,as I was pulling them up they felt just right not tight or anything they went right up, I did not have to fight with them like I normally would have if I felt like stuffing myself into size that was 3 sizes to small. Ladies even men don't sit their and act shock by this we have all done that esp us woman just to prove we did not gain weight or to look super cute. I came out of my room found my dad told him look I can get into them!! I normally don't do something like that I have not done that since I was little kid but I was so happy I just had to show him they fit look at me!!! I told him I think by Christmas I will be in size 18 he thinks before I will be so we shall see, the main thing is that I'm getting healthier now!! Few years ago about 5 1/2 yrs ago I was down to size 22 but I started to gain it back even thought I followed the diet to tee, my family said I should get rid of all my size 22 jeans but I would not listen to them I kept them in boxes with my winter clothes now I'm glad that I did it will save me come fall from buying new jeans that fit!!! I know that I probably will have to buy few new pair though out fall/winter but I will not have to but like whole pile. All this gets me thinking I have not had my Scrubs [my work clothes they are what people in the medical field wear] in 4 weeks or more now so I guess I better see if any of the pants or tops have gotten to big on me now,if some of the tops are big I will just wear tank top to tee shirt underneath them, but if they are super big on me to the point where I'm swimming in them or you can fit someone else in with me then I will not wear them no more. Out of all my clothes I do have to keep close eye on my work clothes since I wear them more. I will keep everyone posted on how things are going for me