Tuesday, December 15, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2009

It's one week till Christmas!!! EKKKKKKK!!! I know it's been long time sicne I posted blog about anything but I have not been the in mood to blog I was kinda not feeling it I had tons of ideas to blog about but could not bring myself to type it. Well going to support group meeting last night help snap me out of whatever mood that I was in. Okay getting back to the whole Christmas thing after an expiation of why I WAS NOT HERE! This year the holidays are challenge for me since I was banded I must say though I'm doing great I did not put candy canes on the Christmas tree this year I have not had Christmas cookie. I did however have some eggnog but as far as holiday goodies go I have not had none if I do get some at work I give them to my residents to eat! This year the holidays seem to mean more to me then they did in the past and I'm not talking about gift giving I'm TALKING about how it's nice to get out to see people how much family can mean to you all year it's also great time to sit back and look at how far you have came this year, how much the end of the year means to me. I have grown so much this year esp in the past 5 months I have done things I thought that I would never do. I was dreading the holidays but I'm not now don't get me wrong it dose challenge me at times but that is okay if it went smoothly then I would know something is wrong right? I hope that this finds everyone well. As for the photo I just thought it was cool photo it added the right touch as well