Thursday, October 1, 2009

fall and WLS

I'm sitting here reading some blogs and looking at Face book, My Space people are talking about fall, fall projects what they do when fall comes along etc. This got me thinking that maybe I should start some fall projects, go more places see more things, I think that it would be good for me to get out experience even more new things that I have not done before, because I let my weight stop me from doing things. I would like to go to pumpkin patch or apple orchard something like that just to see it maybe pick some apple and pumpkins to bring home, I guess I will have to look online for the nearest ones to me which is fine by me it might make for great day trip somewheres something to see even some great pictures to take since I love to take pictures of everything it seems like! I wonder what else I could do or try I'm open to ideas as well. As much as I hate the cold weather that is coming upon us here I have to come realize that it's much needed change since my WLS I have noticed that I'm changing as person I'm not the same person that I use to be I take more chances now I want to see the world I want to travel I even to realize that I don't even like where I work anymore! So since fall is about change I'm going to change with it as well I feel it's much needed to do this to make me even more healthier of person.
Having gone through WLS it's not easy on anyone let me tell you even your family they have to deal with the changes that are happening to you as well as yourself I know for me it's not that easy at times for my family or even for me but I know that things have to change in order for me to be the best person that I can be and healthier one at that!


Another thing about fall coming is that I have realized that I my fall/winter clothing no longer fits me any more! It's not what most of you are thinking that just read this they are not to tight or small on the in fact it's quite the opposite they are all to big on me now since I'm not as heavy as I use to be! I'm tryging to figure out weather I want to keep using the shirts that are huge one me till next year or if I want to just ahead and start to buy fall/winter clothing that fits me now? I'm not sure what I should do I guess I will have to figure this one out on my own or something. It's great feeling to know that my clothing for the fisrt time in my life are way to big on me! It's great to wake up not having knee back or hip pain! I love the fact that everytime that I step on the scale it shows that I'm losing weight! It's even better to look at myslef fully nude in my mirror and see thatI'm losing weight I use to hate to look at myself nude but now I'm starting to like what I see for the first time in my life!

I will not lie when I look at myself nude I see lot of work that needs to be done yet but I know that I will get there it take time, I have also noticed that my body is starting to fall into place the way it should look at well one thing I hope that I don't lose to much of is the girls!LOL I don't mind if I lose little but I don't want to lose alot of the LOL!

I do have some problems I am starting to ge boxes and boxes full of clothing that no longer fits me I don't know where to go with them all so I'm just going to start to sell them viva fall yard sale and Ebay or if anyone wants to contact me about buying some of my clothing please feel fee to do so.