Crocheting patterns why so hars to understand>

Some of you know and some may not but I like to crochet well sometimes in order to make things I have to use pattern or directions! Which can annoy me to no living end because some of the time they are not help to you are all or are so hard to understand. My question us why? Some it would be nice to see step by step photo of the project or something. I know that I'm ranting but sometimes it just get to me. I do end up figuring it out I do it my own way which comes out almost like what they want you to do! Nothing says I have to fully follow what they are telling me to do because it's my project any ways, I do try to use the right yarn for the job though. Sometimes if you don't it dose not always come out right but at least you try with what you have aright?

Travel bug.

I don't know why or what has gotten into me but I want to travel more get out see thing try new thing, I don't know if it's cause of my WLS or what. I'm going to take advantage of it thought I know this much! I would not mind finding job with great medical where I could work in health care in another country for few month then come back here and be able to apply what I have learned. I'm planing trip to Atlantic City Nj for a weekend, along with going to New York for the day next month which I can't wait it will be great thing these two trips I know this much! I will also take trips in PA here to fall is coming which means that in PA they will be some good fall trips to see here as well. I will be looking into the working abroad too or if anyone knows anything on just email me or contact me some how to let me know.