why I have not posted

I know some of you probaly have wondered where I went to becasue I have not read anyone blog nor posted yet alone posted new blog of my own. Truth be told I have not been in the mood to do neither I just have not been feeling right well that is because I ENED up getting sick and yes over christmas I HAVE not been up to posting blogs I have tons of things that I want to post now that I'm getting better well feeling I WILL start to post and become more active!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2008
Originally uploaded by DAN MORRIS PHOTOGRAPHY

It's one week till Christmas!!! EKKKKKKK!!! I know it's been long time sicne I posted blog about anything but I have not been the in mood to blog I was kinda not feeling it I had tons of ideas to blog about but could not bring myself to type it. Well going to support group meeting last night help snap me out of whatever mood that I was in. Okay getting back to the whole Christmas thing after an expiation of why I WAS NOT HERE! This year the holidays are challenge for me since I was banded I must say though I'm doing great I did not put candy canes on the Christmas tree this year I have not had Christmas cookie. I did however have some eggnog but as far as holiday goodies go I have not had none if I do get some at work I give them to my residents to eat! This year the holidays seem to mean more to me then they did in the past and I'm not talking about gift giving I'm TALKING about how it's nice to get out to see people how much family can mean to you all year it's also great time to sit back and look at how far you have came this year, how much the end of the year means to me. I have grown so much this year esp in the past 5 months I have done things I thought that I would never do. I was dreading the holidays but I'm not now don't get me wrong it dose challenge me at times but that is okay if it went smoothly then I would know something is wrong right? I hope that this finds everyone well. As for the photo I just thought it was cool photo it added the right touch as well

Sitting watching people over eat

am eating at this plaxe with nana and karen the are pizza and deli i see peole pigging out. Im sitting here thinking thay was me almost year ago. Do i miss it no i do not at all and im great with it i feel great that i dont miss it I don't miss over eating at all I thought this holiday season would be harder on me Its not don't get me wrong sometimes it's test for me put I'm okay with that.

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